I proved it to myself so many times, taking a drink never improved anything! Please remember that "this too shall pass", it always does. Praying for you ROFL, keep reaching out for support.
This is a passage from the book Each Day A New Beginning.......
We can expect to feel fear, even dread at some points in our lives. We will always have situations that, for a time at least, seem more than we can bear. But the clouds will lift. We are never given more than we can handle, and with each passing day we become more at ease with ourselves and all that life gives us. We are learning that "this too shall pass." Our confidence grows as our spiritual program gains strength.