"It took me a looooooooooooooong time to start making wiser choices-I was numb and did not want to be alone. Today I rather be alone and happy than be with some and feel numb and alone! "
Rella, thank you for this post. I also do not want to be alone and that is what has held me back. I enjoy and used to find peace knowing that someone will be home when I get there, although that feeling has drastically changed as I find my only peace is when I am at work. I used to live for the weekends, now....I can't wait for Monday morning.......
I am hoping to pull strength from people like you, who have the same feelings and "trying to fix" attitude that I have myself. It is nice to hear that you are feeling better now that you aren't living in the middle of the chaos. I hope to gain the strength to do the sdame for myself soon. thank you