(((Mistercm)))
you really DO have a lot going on.
As far as the liver, since you have a little background, I'm sure that you know crack is really, really bad on the liver.
I can understand you not wanting to take on all the responsibility, and I'm glad your NAW is also taking responsibility.
You've been doing really well, and I have no doubt you will figure out what you're comfortable with. With me, it's usually trial and error. I'll try something, find myself slipping back into my codie ways, then try something else.
Hugs and prayers!
Amy