Let's look at your situation realistically
What are you going to do about your drinking
if your GP tells you everthing is fine?
What are you going to do if your GP tells
you your liver is becoming non functional?
You and I both know the symptoms you have
are not a part of anything remotely healthy.
The next thing will be excruciating pain most likely.
I watched a house mate slowly go thru this
He had to wear my night gowns as his pants
no longer would fit. He had to drink every 4
hours to prevent DT's.
While Wayne was dying in an ambulance
I cleaned up his waste and blood.
He was 40 and it took 6 months for him to die.
I don't care if you go to AA or not.
I do care whenever alcoholics die needlessly.
I've lost 26 friends from active alcoholism
since I quit.
Please don't make your life miserable and short.