Moving Forward - It's Hard
Hi all – I have been with my AH for twenty years, and now finally deciding to take the leap and move. I have signed my intent to rent, figured out a way to pay the mortgage on our house for at least 3 months in the hopes that it sells. I cannot continue to wait until our house sells. It's been on the market close to a year. I have resigned myself to the fact that it may foreclose. My husband does not really want to sell the house, and I feel as though as long as I am there, he will continue to stall. I do not want to stay in the house. I haven’t told him yet that I am moving because I am afraid of his reaction. I plan to be gone on June 1st. He is on good behavior mode right now and it is killing me. I just can’t live with him anymore. I am fighting the guilt and feeling sorry and I have read that fear thread a hundred times. Just wanted to get this out of my system. I go from alternately delirously happy to kinda sad. I am trying to feel the feelings and let go. It is hard.