I know the feeling. And it sucks. Try and work through this with your sponsor if you have one. Dont do what I have done MANY times in the past by temp fixxing it with a relationship. Theres not enough bandwidth here for me to post about my experiences on that one. I have always had a hard time staying away from relationships with women. I dont have a steady GF right now and Im kinda diggin it. I do what I want when I want. Like for instance this morning, I loaded up one of my quads and spent the day alone riding trails in the woods.(Not exactly the safest thing to do. The Tillamook State Forest is a BIG place. But I always let someone know where I am going) Never felt lonely. God was with me.
And my quad.