(((Trish)))
I totally understand about being addicted to the lifestyle. It takes time to be comfortable without the drama that goes with using crack, but it does happen.
I'm even thinking about going back to school because I've always craved challenges, and right now, since my life is pretty calm and work is okay, I think it's something I want to do. There are things I want to do, and waiting tables is not going to get me there. I still plan on getting my nursing license back, but it looks like it's going to be a while.
I also agree with doing something for others. It's great if it is another recovering addict, but it doesn't have to be. There are all kinds of ways to help others and get your mind in a better place.
I'm really glad you're back to posting more often.
Hugs and prayers!
Amy