Well Butter..I can probably say I am a thrill seeker. But not in the sense your talking about. Doing illegal things doesnt give me a rush. I think the excitement and the atmosphere are what I am also addicted to. The whole lifestyle. Personally..aside from buying and posessing the drug being illegal. I try hard not to do much else outside the law anymore.
But I lived a fast, insane, dangerous lifestyle in the streets for alot of years and that lifestyle can be just as addicting.
I dont get a thrill evr from hurting my grams or taking from her. I never did. It really messed with my high if I ever took something from her or anyone else.
Pinkuda..Yea I may be thinking too hard..But not thinking at all is why I am always finding myself starting over alot.