((yesterdaysnumb))
I hate that you are experiencing such a painful time with your husband - it is very heartbreaking - if you are anything like me, when my loved ones relapsed - it was almost like going thru the stages of grief.
denial
anger (totally pissed off, ready to beat the ever lovin crap out of you anger)
emptiness
sadness
reality that something has to change
Yes, many A's do relapse - but the main thing that I have learned is that I do not have to relapse with them. I can continue my path of recovery, continue my spiritual growth and healing. I can continue to focus my endeavors to learning to live Happy, Joyous and Free regardless of their actions - somehow, someway - One Day at a Time.
Keep coming back - Don't give up before the miracles happen in YOU - You deserve them.
Rita