Originally Posted by
queenteree 
I really start losing my patience, and I'm tired of removing myself from the situation.
i, too, am sorry you are so exhausted by this condition.
maybe there is another solution for you besides the one you are currently working?
seems like "the situation" will not be guaranteed to change....i know you've considered permanently removing yourself, but have chosen, instead, to remain in it. you must have your good reasons, and perhaps it will help you today to remember the positives, since you are being drawn towards another negative, downward emotional spiral.
sending you uplifting thoughts!