Originally Posted by
ScoobaSteve 
I just keep doing the same **** over and over again.
You said it all right there, the definition of insanity: Doing the same things over and over again and expecting different results. I did that for over half my life too.
My plan is to attend AA. It's worked for me before.
So what's stopping you from going today, right now, and picking up that 24 hour chip?
AA works for me every day Steve, I need the program and the Steps on a daily basis for my sobriety. I hope you make it back there, it's much easier than what you're doing now.