Thanks for sharing.....You are not alone since I can relate to what you are saying.....I remember a group of ladies on retreat that did the same thing to me and still think I am a joke...................I was leading a different type of life then and just wanted them to go away......
I even thought about forgetting my recovery and stop meetings all together.............I could have requested to be transfered someplace else and started things better for myself.........
Sometimes running away isn't always the answer for our problems........
Recovery is to be the best place for all of us........sometimes others in recovery need more time to think about how they smash other into corners....they need to own up to so much and work the steps much harder than us.............................But we can't do their inventory..........Hopefully they will come back and say they were sorry.........
I will pray for you and me......and anyone else that need prayers today................ Little Penguin