Hello Readytochange and welcome Home,
Do you believe that you are powerless over Cocaine and Alcohol?
Do you believe that your life is unmanageable this way?
If your answer is yes, I suggest you check out NA in your area today. Go to a meeting, sit down, when they ask are there any newcommers, raise your hand and the rest will be taken care of. NA helped save my life. I could not quit ANY other way!
Don't worry about the nose. It'll be fine..