I know exactly how you feel I also don't have insurance
I lost custody of my only child But by the Grace of God
that was enough Pain for me to make a Decision to either
a) Die in my Misery
b) or Swim to shore for Help
I decided that the option was B
I still Don't Have Health Insurance,But where there is a Will
there is a Way,and I fought Back the Right Way, I did what I had to
do for Me I Got Up and Look for a low cost care Clinic
and God did the rest,is a Team work
If you Love your Little Girl which I'm not saying you Don't
you will Get the Help you Need for you,I'm pretty sure you Love
her and that you are repented in how everything turn out
But first thing is first you can give no one anything until you don't give it to your self,Give your self the Gift of Sobriety
you dese
rve it and so those everyone that Loves you I'll be:praying
for you and your Love ones.