From AH
While texting my AH the other night, which went rather well, he wrote me this...
"We are getting closer Everyday."
"My intentions are there. Recovery is first. Without it i would not have anything anyway."
(I've read that last one before. I think on these boards...)
I'm not falling for anything, it's just good to hear some positives from him when he's always been so negative & angry. In my heart, I still care about him & his recovery, but I know that we can never be together again. That's sad because I can't help but think sometimes what would happen if he never relapses again & becomes that person he's always wanted to be.... And I miss out on that, when our family could have stayed together.