Originally Posted by
Yesterdaysnumb 
Man, I just read this and I'm almost in tears. I can't even imagine what you're going through. Although our situations are similiar (AH revealed addiction to cocaine 3 months ago) I can't begin to describe if I were hit with divorce and addiction in the same day. That's truly heartbreaking. I hope you find peace girl... truly I do. God has a way of really turning things around that were meant for bad. I pray that He does that in your life...
Thank you for this. the only thing getting me thru is knowing that the addiction has consumed his life and he can not make a decision for the future right now..even if he thinks he can. While he takes this time to recover I am taking/ or trying to take the time to find myself with out him. IF things turn around in the end then so be it but if not hopefully I will be prepared.