Man, I just read this and I'm almost in tears. I can't even imagine what you're going through. Although our situations are similiar (AH revealed addiction to cocaine 3 months ago) I can't begin to describe if I were hit with divorce and addiction in the same day. That's truly heartbreaking. I hope you find peace girl... truly I do. God has a way of really turning things around that were meant for bad. I pray that He does that in your life...