Congratulations on your 3 months!! Though you don't deserve to be punished, our loved ones have every right to be angry and hurt and apologies will likely do nothing...for either of you. I believe that the best you can do is do YOU - words (written or spoken) do not mean much, especially when they come out of the mouths that were deceptive for so long. We have to take action and allow the growth to take place. Our loved ones will take notice. I wish you all the best.