How to handle the right now
I'm in such limbo.
I used to have 3 things I could do when I was upset. 1. talk to my boyfriend, 2. put on a happy face and hopefully the mood will catch, 3. drink
none of these are options now. I promised I wouldn't drink at least until we had the 'us' aspect figured out. I can't talk to my boyfriend about being crushed by his out-of-the-blue confrontation. And a happy face can't solve this.
I tried (i don't do this like ever) talking to my roomates about it last night.They were supportive but awkward. They don't expect me to cry. I'm the one who doesn't do that.
I can't do anything. I haven't had breakfast because nothing looks good. I don't know what to do with myself other than go to work and school like I need to until we meet with the counselor and he helps us get to the next point. But what do I do with my free time until then other than lay on my bed and cry?