Heather,
You know this was not meant to be, deep in your heart its a dead deal.
allow your self this little blip in your radar, go around the bend, over the hill,
and thru the woods. foregive your self, and move on. you simply have a soft spot in your heart, and that is a good thing. Give your radar a pump, kick,or jolt. and keep goin.
your bud
Gary