Paulos I know you are really are trying Buddy, but Honesty It's the Best policy and our way could just complicate things more Listen I know you need your Xanax I could respect that but my concern you are not license physician or Doc so our way could be dangerous, we can't do this on our own paulos it's true what nandm said they could probably give you something even stronger or worse and it will and you could be in high risk and not even know him you said you didn't want to tell your Doc about your drinking in fear that you will lose your XanaX whats more Important here your life or your XanaX lets be realistic paulos you are more important here don't get offended or upset I'm just been a friend a friend tells it like it is, God Bless paulos I'll be :praying 4'r you.