Hi Least - Anxious feelings are definitely a part of recovery, esp. early on (not sure where you are in terms of recovery time, sorry)... I will definitely pray for you...take some deep breaths, tell yourself that you are ok, that the nervous feelings are nothing to be afraid of, and be real, real gentle with yourself. I had a LOT of anxiety in the first few weeks of my recovery, and prayer and posting here were the biggest relief I could find. Keep close - it'll be ok. Jomey