You guys are all so wonderful. I don't know what I would have done had I not found this site. I just feel so lost and alone. I cant stop crying long enough to be seen by my kids. I can hear them outside my door getting ready for school. i am so mad, mad, mad. I cant help it. I feel so betrayed. I just want to scream!! I want to say, "How could you do this, to your son, my kids (we have three altogether), our family, to us, to yourself? How could you do this to our life together!!??? Is this normal?