Welcome back Vin!
I posted yesterday about my relapse on a thread from nohangovers4me. Perhaps I should have started my own thread (I'm unclear on forum ettiquette!), but I wanted to let her know that she was not alone (as you are not), that this is very hard, and that we need to band together and strap on our cleats so as not to slide on what can be a very slippery slope. Personally, whenever I have relapsed, I know the "evil dog" is beckoning me and I just ignore the "good dog". I have a whole crowd in my head! LOL. But take heart, as I have, that today is a new day (day 2 for me), and I'm intending on spending the whole day with my "good dog"! We can do this, TOGETHER!:praying