Thanks everyone!
As for what I have learned or what is different. I am really not sure to be honest.
I just know that I am sick and tired all the time. And life would be brighter and things would get done if I remain sober. I am an evening drinker so I plan to keep myself busy during that time! I may even hang out here when my husband is on night shift.
I can't keep doing this.......it's not working for me and I feel like a lousy person.