Dear Christina,
I promised myself that I would never cry again over all that has happened over the past 5/6 years. That promise has just been broken but I am not crying the sad tears of the past but tears of joy in that someone has agreed with what I am thinking. I thought that I was being cruel if I deserted her when she tells me she needs me but I know the truth is I am being used as a crutch and just something to hide behind.
A new day dawns tomorrow!
Much Love
Denis