Hello dear friends.
This morning was the big hearing day...
It was as the probation officer said: Rain got ordered to 18 months probation with one year in rehab.
Now, as far as i know, he should go to rehab after i give birth so that he can be there for the big day, but it depends on how well he is doing until then, i guess...
And today he's been doing VERY bad: he is currently sleeping (if we can call that sleeping - i have to check every other minutes to see if he's still breathing) and i found a serynge in the bathroom.
Seeing him like that, i'm actually pretty glad he'll go to rehab as at least i won't be worried he OD or where he is what he does etc.., and i'll be able to concentrate on our baby girl (and maybe i can even manage to save money!!)
It's pretty sad though...pretty pathetic
He was doing ok for the past 2 weeks but today he completely blew it.
And so much going on:
-we have to move flat in two weeks cos they raise the rent by +10% and no way i can afford it (the good news is we found a nice flat which is cheaper and more convenient)
- i am getting bigger and bigger and it starts to be tiring and i start to have swollen ankles/hands, which is very unconfortable
- we have to prepare baby's room and buy stuff
anyhow, i'm sure glad to be back to SR...
Hugs
Carine