Originally Posted by
prodigal 
You had to see her.
No, I didn't 'have' to see her. And I should have changed the phone numbers 3 weeks ago. Maybe it's something akin to what I've heard, on occasion, from newly recovering alcoholics, congratulating themselves that they attended a party where alcohol was being served, even passed out drinks themselves, and didn't touch a drop. Maybe I just wanted to feel that queasy feeling in my stomach again?