Thank you everyone for your support. I know in my heart that I can't control what my son will do and now I have to leave it in God's hands. For years my husband I have been waiting for him to change hoping that he will "learn his lesson" from each mistake he has made. But it has never happened.
It really is so sad to see someone you love ruin their life and continue to make the same mistakes over and over again. He so emotionally stunted - when we talked it is almost like I am talking to a teenager instead of a 27 year old man. What makes it so sad is to see people he went to school with living their lives like responsible adults as he sinks deeper and deeper into his addiction.
You guys are great - I'm so glad I found this website.
Maria