first,you did not lose anything,you traded it for a drink..take responsibility for your drinking.
you can recover most of that stuff if you get to work on it
if you go back to drinking,you never will gain it back,you`ll go further in the hole and it will prove to be your grave.Sobriety first,one day at a time..
first rule of holes
when you are in one,quit digging!
second,keep your mind on the here and now,in today!
third,be grateful for what you have got,not sad for what you don`t have