Hey there, i cant really say i have gotten too down over money i've lost through boozing- but i can identify so much with the depression in early sobriety and indulgence in fags and food! Howeve the depression never lasts too long and as the days go by i am getting happier. This is because i am doing what people who have posted suggested- i remeber what i am grateful for. Gratitude is v . important i believe- it keeps away self pity/anger and resentment. I also do productive things so i am kept busy and not dwelling on 'poor' me lol.Keep strong it will get easier for us i believe i we do whats suggested and be positive - its not always easy but its worth it! I can see that in all the examples we have of good sobriety on S.R and, for me, in A.A.