Anytime I begin to dwell on things I have lost or don't have, I make a Gratitude List.
I have several hundred from when I was in early Recovery.
It always helps me to focus on what I have to be grateful for rather than what I don't have.
Besides, money doesn't buy happiness, or in our cases, Sobriety.
Congratulations on your clean time.
Celebrate that!
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