mrhodes !!!!!
long time; no type to !!!!
Great job on being sober, hon!!! good for you!!!
I don't really have any great answers - sometimes the whole $$$ thing from like .. a lifetime of not being GOOD with money... well, being good at hanging ON to it that is .. sometimes - it eats at me ... but that's a matter of getting back into the moment.
What 'cha doing service - wise while working the steps anyhow?
maybe time to become chief bottle washer or something?
give someone rides to and from meetings ...
volunteer at the library or animal shelter...
mow the little old lady down the street's lawn?
and not tell her it was you did it?
something like that maybe??
great to see you!