when it rains it pours !
could my situation actually get any worse?
I had a wreck friday afternoon after leaving work, and totaled my car. My chest is badly bruised and I feel like I've been run over by a diesel. It was my fault, I couldn't stop in time.
This whole weekend has been a big haze. Thankfully my daughter was not in the car with me.
Still no word from my A, his mother wanted to get in touch with him to tell him what had happened, and she still does, but FOR WHAT? Is he going to perform a miracle and come home and give me emotional support? Be there for me? Take care of me and everything all of the sudden? NO, he wont. So I dont see the point in that.
It really hurts though. I wont lie about that.
One day at a time, I will see what happens. But for today I am glad I am alive.