help maybe?
ok so things arnt going so hot at the moment
recently my sister died, and its hit me hard...
and i just want to escape from this horrid unbelievable reality
so i took 5 of my adhd meds (concerta)
and now i feel like
im not really here
just.. drifting...
my head feels heavy though
but like..
i feel... i dont know drifty and stuff
better.. but like... not really all there... bit loopy...
ive done this before and i really want to do it again i want to take more...
i dont know if this is the right place to put it...
but...
i just.. i feel so dependant at the moment on taking more and more
and im.. im sorta scared
i dont know...