Important thing is your here. Up until now I have justified every relapse by saying that alcohol doesn't have control over me. Yet in these last seven days of being away from it, and refusing to drink I can now see that my whole life has been controlled by it. For me if I continue to drink...I will die. I am not willing to accept that reality today so I won't drink TODAY. I have to use that same thought process by the hour. I have seven days today and instead of letting alcohol control me I am going to take action and do something toward the solution.
This is no longer a game for me it is my life I want back.
Troop