Originally Posted by
KERRYZZME 
Hi, I want to start off by letting you guys know ( if you don't already) that it is not the same going out... IT DOES GET WORSE!!!
Yep it sure does! I have had enough ESH about going back out and relapsing than I decided to give it all that I had...
I can still see my last one and I looked around where I was and knew I didn't want to live that life anymore. Since than May 25, 2006 I haven't had to pick up and I am grateful for that. I do however know that I have to protect my clean time and keep my guard up at all times. I know how cunning this disease is, it doesn't just scream at me it whispers months before.
Glad that you are still ALIVE ALSO
And glad that we all have the gift of today.