Sunshine
I, for one, am glad you came to this forum. You are an inspiration for us too, and I just know you will be fine.
While you are "in-between" don't forget to do nice things for yourself - you deserve it!!!!
And when you are tempted to look back in sadness, remember to look forward to a happy healthy future where all you dreams can come true. And they will.
First, you have some healing to do...we all do. And you sound like your focus will be on you and your plans.
Good Luck and God Bless. And I hope to see you here often.
Hugs