I have been smoking crack for about 6-8months with my husband and it is truly a drug that will suck the life out of you in no time. We have not smoked in 11 days and physically I'm ok but the mental pull is overwhelming at times. I am very close to it at work and can even have it delivered but I can't go back down that road again. I can still taste in in my mouth and throat and that sucks.
I'm being careful about boasting cause as soon as I do I will fall back again, not wanting to jinx myself. If I had money I don't know which way i'd go at the moment.
Just giving it to myself first!!
I always thought this is something that couldn't touch me and look at where I'm at. I just keep thinking about how terrible I felt the last time and I don't want to feel that way again ever. I just keep doing this thing day by day cause right now that's all I can do: day by day and so far today I have not used and don't plan to.
All suggestions and advice appreciated.:bounce