Hey All...6 hours in
6 hours in from what I hope is the final f*****....lots of pain, nausea...you all know the drill. Last time here I had 48 days-that felt so good...I want to get that back. I worked something out so that I can still see my kids....thanks to an ex willing to work with me....my wife says she still loves me....I have so much to treasure and be grateful for...SO MUCH TO LIVE FOR.....I must stop,...there is so much to lose...so,so much.....I don't deserve this chance...BUT I HAVE TO TAKE IT....please