Originally Posted by
lovingseren 
Every program has something for someone, seek out the positives, look for those who have something to share in regards to sobriety and recovery....these people have "real recovery".....and that is what we all want.
Seren
Seren offers some wonderful advice here. I am in total agreement with her. Personally my experience with AA is completely different from yours. If you are finding AA might not be the program for you, check out the link in Seren's post, lots of different programs as there are lots of different people in the world.