I feel like "why should I be posting if I have a handle on stopping alcohol". I can't seem to get past it. I made it to eleven days and lost it. No excuse, just lost it. I'm a loser and feel like giving up. Am afraid of what I'll face when I wake up tomorrow. I'm scared to death of the first day (again) 0f withdrawal. I barely made it last time past the first two days. I'm afraid I won't be able to get past the horrible first two days... cause I slipped on my elenenthe day...