Carol, Angelina, Chiynita... thanx for the welcomes. i intend on staying around at SR coz its all part of my search for these answers to the questions i don't even understand. its been too long living life in these destructive patterns that i now seek help and change. i have started councelling and found a dr i thing is hearin my voice n scared request for support. its such a mountain to climb... every little bit helps.
thanks to all who take the time to follow this thread n give me thought to process n support to learn and grow...
there is hope one day somewhere i will find me and know i belong.