Hi Conez,
You belong here. Sounds like your doctor really knows what he is talking about. Assistance with detox, clear the alcohol out of your system, and then look at the depression. It may be a tough ride in the beginning but so worth it - you will amaze yourself. I so agree with Anna. You can live a great life...it will take some hard work but you can do it. Keep posting. So many good people here, helped me so much.
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