Well, he called about 5:20 to let me know he was leaving work and asked me to take some fish out of the freezer for dinner tonight. His pothead habit is to go to his friend's house after work to get stoned and have a couple of beers. When he's clean, he comes home after work...not that this is home, he lives 100 yards away...So, his call was at 5:20, it takes 15 minutes to get home. Yet somehow it's 6:55. Pot makes him lose track of time. So, four days must have been all he was capable of this time. My son should be sleeping by 9 tonight (we're on Spring Break!!!Yippee!!)...I guess we'll discuss it then. If he even shows up. He's having so much fun with the other woman (Mary Jane) that I may starve if I wait on him for dinner. Oh, I'm exhausted. A big ole emotional wreck. I'm not sure if my babbling makes sense. The point is, he is out smoking pot right now. We usually have dinner by 6:30. It's 7:00. Quitting sure didn't last long this time!
I just need strength. I can do this.