((Hugs))
Sending Prayers. You can get through this. You've taken a step in a good direction. Once you learn what co-dependancy is, you can't unlearn it. That being said, it's hard, and it hurts and it's OK to cry about it and mourn it. Be gental with yourself though. Do something good just for YOU. Remember to take care of yourself through all of this. You will experience withdrawels in a very similar way that an addict does when they quit their drug. It's not an easy thing but you can do it, and come out better for it all.
B