I talked to 3 friends from my meetings and 2 were upset, one said this is a part of my recovery. I am going to go to IOP and get back on track. Am I a hopeless case or do you guys think I can get well? I don't like being drunk all the time but it's all I know. I am scared to change myself since I've been like this for as long as I can remeber. One friend from AA said he is done helping until I get serious about recovery and that really made me upset. I am serious about recovery but I don't know how to do it.