Why would anyone here be upset with you? Heavens! I think we're all in the same boat, so who can pass judgment on anyone else's program? You're doing the best you can, so don't beat yourself up. Just keep at it, one foot in front of the other.
I have relapsed, and that has taught me a very good lesson. I used to hear others talking about relapses in meetings, and I would swear to myself, "I'll never let that happen to me". HA! Can I get any more stoooopid?!
I've never done an outpatient program, but I think it sounds like an excellent idea. Anywhere you can find help, take it!
And LOVE yourself today
