Originally Posted by
carolineb 
And DO NOT for one minute think anything will change. Don't get stuck. Keep going.
You read my mind, I spent a lot of minutes wondering (fantasizing) maybe he is changed this time.
But I know I will get more than just casual calls if he is truly changed and willing to work things out.
I stuck it out with him no matter what for last four years, when he was completely wasted and went MIA on our honeymoon, when he went missing for days being high in motel rooms while I am filing a missing person report, when he was in rehabs begging for me to stick it out with him, I can go on and on and on.
Gosh, these are BAD times, I really took cr**p from him. I am almost embarassed to write here how much and what kind of cr**p I took and was willing to take from him.
Then, he is calling me to just say hello?
I feel like I have been a fool. I don't want to be one anymore.