I know the feeling I called P a few weeks ago, I just needed to hear his voice, thank god he is strong enough in his recovery not to of answered the phone....I wasn't, but breaking up with someone for their own benifit has to be the ultimate sacrafice....P and I are not together be cause we were to right for each other and the fact that we would always be each others co.....so hard to explain but I understand better now why he did what he did, and one day your b/f will to, but as the G/F who loves hard and walks away from her man because of his problem it is the hardest thing in the world to do but ppl are going to scream girl get BACK on that wagon move on with your life and keep doing for you!!!!!